blurry vision

when ever was it vivid ? ? ? 

never, even when I thought it was, it wasn't

When did ever trust the Lord ?

I weigh my greed more in my life than His plan for His people and His Kingdom, 

 
my Sunday school principal said last night

"Go under the cross and see what you're up to"

yes, every anxiety comes in my mind, they are ALL about my self-greed.


Yes Lord, my sweet Jesus, I look upon the cross,

I think about the blood you poured out for us.


I will trust you, to the end of my life,

Please comfort me with your Love

and guide me, my only shepherd


The Lord is my shepherd I shall not want

여호와는 나의 목자이시니 내게 부족함이 없으리라.

period,